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Fuck me. Fuck me! It sucks so much not having any money. It equally sucks not having a job. I mean, I want to work. I want to be productive. I would also love to start my own printing business and work from home.
First thing is first, my anti-virus protection is expiring. Thing is, I have the money to pay for it (just barely) on my Discover Card, which they don't take! I do have a Visa Card, but I don't have any money there. So it looks like I will be unprotected again. Next comes my car insurance bill. I have been behind a month for a couple months and now they want all of it or my ass is grass. However I don't think my grandmother is going to let me be iced there, so I don't know. This is why I am so fucking depressed all the time and question if I be a good mate to DragonGate. I love her, but I hate myself because my life sucks. I mean, I can't even keep my virus protection current. She'll be the one taking care of me and I don't know if I can ask that of her. If she could accept a loser like me, then I would be the luckest man alive. Until then, I am just a fucking loser who can't get his life together. Some of it is epic bad luck and some of it is my own damn fault. I just want to work (or start my own business) and have a life with Dragon, is that so wrong? Am I asking too much? Here I am, can't write anything of substance except my lousy sob-story. Please play for me the smallest violin on the way out, because no one cares and I don't blame them. Well, see ya' later! Mood: Depressed Music: "Loser" by Beck Book: (None) | |
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