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That's right, completely fucked. I am so fucked right now, that it will be almost impossible to climb out of this hole. I am really thinking of packing it up and flagging down a UFO.
If you don't know, I resently had a mental breakdown and that it's now costing me over sixteen hundred dollars. It's my fault completely and now I am going to pay the price, in a completely ruin credit. Sometimes I wonder what's the point. I really have no future ahead of me. My only regret is that I could never, in a million years, kill myself. Why doesn't this world just kill me and stop toying with me? But then I realize there is one good thing in my life. She is the one thing keeping me going. I hate to put that on her (because I know she'll read this) but it's the truth. However I sometimes wonder if she would be better off without me. She deserves a successful Army man and not some fat bum, who has ruin his life in less than two months. I just wish I had more to give Dragon than just my love for her. I would just die if I caused her any pain. Well, see ya' later! Mood: Epicly Depressed Music: "Suicide Is Painless" by Mike Altman and Johnny Mandel Book: (None) | |
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