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No More Mr. Nice Gator

December 31, 2008

     I have had enough!! I'm done getting pushed around all day long! I am also sick of people not giving a fuck about me! I give and give, and I ask for so little in return! Well today that ends!

     I am getting pushed around on two fronts: At work, they work me 1st, 2nd, and fucking 3rd without ever asking what days I would like off or even giving me five days to make my insomnia fucking worth it. On top of everything, my bosses changed my schedule on me when I was walking out the god-damn fucking door (this was two days ago). On top of that, they bloody schedule me tonight of all nights. Then yesterday, just as I was falling asleep, my boss calls me and asks me what day my birthday falls on. Does she ask me if she woke me? Then I come home to the hell hole, a place I don't want to live at anymore! However I am forced to live here, because my grandmother will not allow me to save any money to get the fuck out of here! I don't frankly think it's fair that I am forced to support a house I didn't want to be in, a drunk and lazy cousin, a drug-up Aunt who can't see past her own nose, a disrespectful and out of control child, and a woman who doesn't see me as nothing more than a paycheck.

     I want to be in New Mexico, with the woman I love. Does anyone care about that? Does anyone not understand that I am not a punching bag and I can only take so much?

     I am always shock when people act so surprised when I finally get pissed off when they treat me so badly for a couple of months. I don't know what I'm going to do now, but I'm sure as hell am not going to take it anymore.

Well, see ya' later!


Mood: Pissed Off
Music: "We're Not Gonna To Take It" By Twisted Sister
Book: (None)

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