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I have a problem. You see, I want out of here (where I currently live) and I don't have the money to get out of here. Oh I might be able to do it now, if I am willing to starve myself and I moved locally. In fact I want to move to New Mexico and be near DragonGate.
I currently live in an asylum for the mentally unfit. My Grandmother who can't say no to my batshit crazy cousin. Of course, my alcoholic-abusing cousin who is a complete asshole when he can't put down a beer bottle. My Aunt who is always in bed with some illness. My nephew Blake, who is getting nastier, more disreputable, and incredibly rude with each passing day (on a side note, I am treated with more contempt when I speak out against Blake's disrespect than he is when he tells my Grandmother to "shut-up"). Now when I asked my Grandmother that I can keep all the money I make so I can move, she tells me no. This makes it virtually impossible to save any money. I can do it, but it will take me an extra year and I don't want to wait until 2010 to get out of here. My Grandmother says that she has to make house payments and without me, she can't. Well frankly, I don't really fucking care anymore. It was no secret that I was against moving to this house in the first place. Don't get me wrong, I feel bad, but I shouldn't be paying forever and a day for her god-damn mistake. She tells me that I am not going to be living for free elsewhere and she's right, but that is why I need the money to get the fuck out of here! Up until this point, I have been happy to just get by. Now that I have visited DragonGate, that doesn't seem like enough anymore. I love her, I love her more than I have love any girl in my life. You see, I want to save the money so I can find a hotel room for a couple of months while me and DragonGate get to know each other better and for me to find a job up there. So the unforgiving universe wins again. I'm stuck in a living hell and I don't see a way out. Such is my fate. Well, see ya' later! Mood: Depressed Music: "Bother" by Stone Sour Book: (None) | |
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